Well, it's been quite a while

So, in my absence I went to AWANA camp!!!!!!!!! And I finished the 10th grade!!!!!! And so now, I've been enjoying my summer by redoing my room entirely!! I'm just now almost finished painting it white and red. It's gonna look great when we're done. :) Going into junior year will be better. I'm going to get A's so that I can get scholarships for college. I'm going to start working so i can have money for college too...but I haven't found anything yet.. anyway, when school starts, I am going to be focused. Last year I barely passed Geometry (C-) :P but this year I'm getting Algebra II, so that will be MUCH better. Because I love Algebra. :D

ALRIGHT well, that was the update! I'll check in with ya'll later!

Summer...almost...

So, this morning I woke up 30 minutes before I had to leave for church. AAHH!!! I woke up to my dad knocking on my door. (he was smart to not open the door) but he said we were leaving in half an hour, and I seriously mumbled "Crap." LOL That close to sleep I didn't even know I COULD speak, much less say CRAP. *I Laugh!!* Anyways, it was my Pastor's "PJ's" last Sunday at our little country community church, because he and his wife, Heather is retiring. It was the greatest service I think since my Grandad retired from his church. Every pew in there was full. It was great. WE WILL MISS YOU PJ AND HEATHER!! <3 <3

Well, after that we had like this dinner and such, and then a mission trip meeting. That meeting was EPIC. It started after lunch so, what? Around 1:30? 1:45? Yeah, it ended at 5:45. Woooow. Seriously long. But it was very productive and we had fun too, so. :)
Tonight, my cousins came over to my house: Anna (15) Atticus (14) (I think) Aramis (11) and Avalon (8). We wrestled, and ran around, and I carried little Avalon around, and listened to Atticus's music...pretty and all around good time. WE were laying in the grass at one point staring at the sky. It's been kinda gloomy around here for summer, but we noticed that you could look at the sky in that position and tell that it was rounded. Cool. :)

'Till then awesome Bloggers!!

The day..hte dya...eth yda...eht ayd... :) (:

Well, okay, so not the greatest day.. A youth leader of mine got word today that her husband's mom is dying. She had to have an amputation because of diabetes I think, and she got an infection which now is incurable. And so, they've gone down to be with her before. They're pretty happy people, these friends of mine. It's just like a kick in the gut when something like this happens. You get used to your normal every day routine, and when something like this happens, time stops, and it's like you're actually standing still for the first time in a while. I've never lost someone before, in this way. Not by dying. i mean, it's happened. My mom's first husband died of cancer. My granny (great gramma) died of cancer. My uncle died of a drug overdose. My great grandad (who helped pay for the massive hospital bill when my sis and I were born) died in my lifetime. But I never knew him. I have had people I know and love be separated from me through things other than death. My oldest brother has done terrible things..in and out of prison..haven't seenhim since I was maybe 3 or 4. But he's not a very good example, i suppose..I don't miss him. i never knew him. :/ so..
All of these things that just happen make me so happy to have Someone there at all times, that will never die...never fail me..and above all never stop loving me. god is my inspiration, the reason I wake up in the morning, the reason I still have a good life amidst all the death, sin, and corruption.

I love You, God. thank You.

to all out there contemplating God: Believe in Him, and your life will be what you always wished. Not perfect, but when things get the way they get, you will always have God. He is real, and there is absolutely, no arguing with that. <3

'Till then bloggers. ~ + ~

David Crowder Band - How He Loves (Official Music Video)

Since that other thing didn't work. :D

It's actually a rainy day!

The title of my blog is coming true.. <3 Haha, anyways, to cheer all up, here's a song that speaks to me like not a lot do. :) (That was kind of a backwards way of saying it's really good! lol)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCunuL58odQ

DC*B!! He looks like a nerd, but no worries, he rocks. XD

'till then Fanatic Bloggers!

~your Beloved~ (too much?)

Indeed

Note to self: Don't ever do that again!

so, yeah, i procrastinate enough, and it all tumbles down on me. My mom gave it to me like it is. I'm doing exams tomorrow, and on Thursday, and then we see what else I'm behind on, and send in the grades. THEN we get to this term's work. WHAT WAS I THINKING? Why did I do this? Did I think it would be better to wait to do my work? That it would get easier with time? not even close!

1.) I have to take exams that I could've already gotten over with.
2.) Now my MOM knows, so there's going to be anger.
3.) I have to work even harder when I've already got so many extra-curricular things going on that I CANNOT procrastinate on.

i just hope they don't send me to a public school where I have to deal with other people. I'm not an everyday people person. They annoy me. I prefer no interaction. and when there is interaction, I like to tell 'em how it is, and that usually gets me in trouble.

Brilliant. I'm going to kill my old self for doing this to me.

Anyways...don't put things off, bloggers. It bites you in the butt. :P

Blog Name

Well, I changed the name of my blog! No longer is it "The Insane Teenager Years", it is now, "On A Rainy Day". I mostly did this because my mom kept saying I got my other title from a movie. It was starting to annoy. So I changed it!! AHHAA!! (I'm going insane...)